The hurt has subsided and I have forgiven, and realised that it isn't personal! What am I now doing about love, this I ask myself everyday?
It's still here for me,
I'm getting on with my life,
Not worrying about what another is doing,
That part of myself they haven't lost, it's there,
My friendship will always be given,
The final chance is here
Who's to say whether that has a time limit, I don't think it does
Though once taken and perhaps discarded then that will be final
I'm faithful and believing in what is meant will be
So have I given up on love, not a chance in hell
All I'm doing is just getting on with other aspects of my life until they wake up or I do
Because this is all just our own little universes
We are all our own suns with the rest just cycling around us
Though now I'm sharing my sky with another sun, two universes crossed over each other for a time, sharing half of what is theirs to become one in that amount, with the rest of their universe still theirs to play with.
That other suns brightness has dimmed, grown a little further away, but has not disappeared, We're still sharing part of our universes
It's a push pull thing and who better to understand that then I
The push wasn't great enough for our two suns to disengage, just a little distance is obviously needed.
It still brings light into my life and warmth into my body and soul
Like those summer days when the suns heat has been intense, then it gets a little bit later, the suns intensity decreases slightly. You don't walk away from that, you don't get hurt or angry, you enjoy the transition put a T-shirt on and some comfy pants, continue to lay there allowing the cool breeze to caress your skin, you breathe and surrender to the temporary change from yang to yin, knowing that yang is coming again soon. Making sure that is just a little thought in the back of your mind so as not take anything away from this moment now!
I'm enjoying the ride
Thank you for the continuing lessons
Especially reasling that boundaries don't have to be enforced aggressively, you just have to place them there gently, though sturdy enough for them not to waver. You don't have to always state them, your actions speak clearer then any verbal dialogue. You make it a flowing process not static or final, it's the flow of the sea before hitting land, and even then there is a gentle process from sea to land.
Let it flow!
It's still here for me,
I'm getting on with my life,
Not worrying about what another is doing,
That part of myself they haven't lost, it's there,
My friendship will always be given,
The final chance is here
Who's to say whether that has a time limit, I don't think it does
Though once taken and perhaps discarded then that will be final
I'm faithful and believing in what is meant will be
So have I given up on love, not a chance in hell
All I'm doing is just getting on with other aspects of my life until they wake up or I do
Because this is all just our own little universes
We are all our own suns with the rest just cycling around us
Though now I'm sharing my sky with another sun, two universes crossed over each other for a time, sharing half of what is theirs to become one in that amount, with the rest of their universe still theirs to play with.
That other suns brightness has dimmed, grown a little further away, but has not disappeared, We're still sharing part of our universes
It's a push pull thing and who better to understand that then I
The push wasn't great enough for our two suns to disengage, just a little distance is obviously needed.
It still brings light into my life and warmth into my body and soul
Like those summer days when the suns heat has been intense, then it gets a little bit later, the suns intensity decreases slightly. You don't walk away from that, you don't get hurt or angry, you enjoy the transition put a T-shirt on and some comfy pants, continue to lay there allowing the cool breeze to caress your skin, you breathe and surrender to the temporary change from yang to yin, knowing that yang is coming again soon. Making sure that is just a little thought in the back of your mind so as not take anything away from this moment now!
I'm enjoying the ride
Thank you for the continuing lessons
Especially reasling that boundaries don't have to be enforced aggressively, you just have to place them there gently, though sturdy enough for them not to waver. You don't have to always state them, your actions speak clearer then any verbal dialogue. You make it a flowing process not static or final, it's the flow of the sea before hitting land, and even then there is a gentle process from sea to land.
Let it flow!
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