Mission Wolf

I realise that it has been along time and you all have my sincerist apologies for the lack of contact!
Though please know that there has been wonderful reasons why.

I'm in true nature, and in my true haven. For me there is nothing better then having the howls of wolves shimmering in the night, the sky black as black with the moon highlighting all that surrounds of mountains loaming into the skyline. However what lights my fire in my heart is the people that have come into my life, or myself coming into their life. I came here with no expecations, with no want to find new firends, let alone fall in love. Isn't that always the way, when you're not looking the universe goes 'well lets see if you can handle this', keep on testing me spirit, keep me on my toes as I'm always grateful and love what comes.

I have made friends that I don't want to leave, I have meet a man that fills my heart to fullness. They demand me to be present and they see my intensity that I hold so close to me in fear of chasing away those that don't function on such a level. They see it and want it, and for those of you who know me and have experinced my love and intensity for you all can understand why I struggle with this. However I struggle with it every day, but I smile every morning that I wake as I know that I will be challenged and my true self that I try to contain will be asked for. This is what I've craved for so long, though I wish that you my firends could be here to enjoy this sense of peace and completeness that this place brings.

I have blisters, splinters, brusies and cuts all over, my muscles ache, my lips are cracked, but my mind, spirit and emotions are healed. So painful, so grateful and I'll be glad to see you all later.

I love you all and will post again soon