It's is 2008 as you all know, and that calls for reflection on the year past, as well as the awareness of the present time.
It has been a while since I updated you all my pepsicles, and for that please forgive me. I will make it a function of every month to at least update my blog once with the general goings on of my life, however more importantly the discoveries that I find along the path of life.
The last 6 months have been a mixture of pure joy, elation, huge lfie changing events, tears, laughter and a forging of a new life. Just minor things, but maybe just possibly they have changed my world for the better, no matter how painful some of them have been.
I now resided in the USA, Boulder in Colorado to be more precise. I'm surrounded by the haunting, majestic mountains of the Rockies on a daily basis, where even in the most traumatic moments I can find some sort of peace for my soul to rest. However there is a downside, yes peps there is always a downside if we look for it. At the moment the issue for me is that as I wait for my cahnge in status here ie a Green Card, I can't leave the country. I hear you all say poor me, with a hint of sarcasim, but I have missed many events that for some reason I wasn't meant to be part of. I missed Sabby's wedding in OZ and just today I am missing my soulsisters 30th B'day party in London. My heart aches to share with them in person these large tranformational times in their lives, but the universe has seen to it that I don't attend in person. Maybe just maybe trying to impress upon me and others that the physical isn't the important part of this life that we all. Maybe it is trying to show me that these connection that we make with others in our heart will always be there no matter what hinders us from being present in the same place. To know that our souls all fly together as one in a realm that isn't on this plane. I truly hope that these amazing friends that I have share in those thoughts.
The big things that have occured in my life as these, I got married to Jason Lawrence, so I am now Mrs Alexandra Claire Weir Lawrence (wow who would have thought that there was a crazy enough man out that would propose and go through with it), we bought 37 acres of land in Southern Colorado, moved into our own house, travelled to Pheonix, San Diego and San Antonio, had all the families together for Christmas, continued along the journey of Jas' Military process and applied for a green card for me. I think those are the basic things. You can imagine it has been go go go, thank god I can't work over here yet as I wouldn't have had the time for all of that and a regular job.
For now let this be it, until I drop into my heart and write from that place where wisdom, truth, love and compassion lay. I will leave you with this little quote that stirred a vague feeling of recognition, ' Your pain is the breaking of hte shel that encloses your understanding ' - Kahlil Gibran.
Until next time my pepsicles I leave you
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