Kyle is my ex of 5 years, and Laura and Leya are his family, ie wife and baby, just a tiny background for you, tiny because it is no longer relevant in either of our lives. First and for most Kyle and I have always been friends and this is what we will continue to progress with. The best part of this is now I have two amazing women in my life.
I wasn't in the slightest bit nervous before the Hermans family came round, ok ok maybe a little bit, but I think it was more excitement then anything else. My main focus was to build some kind of bridge between Laura and I. We've met twice before and each time her and I have had very significant reactions to one another. So past life Karma came into play and all that was needed was time and clearing out of what didn't have a place in this life. As soon as she walked into my house, I knew that we have shared several special bonds in many lifetimes before. The one that she recalls the clearest is us as sisters, and we kinda fell into that a confortable place with one another this time round. There was openess, honesty and a spectacular amount of relating. As everyone else visted with one another Laura and I sat apart from the group and caught up, shared feelings, perspectives and laughted at what has been before.........apart of me healed, a part of me that I wasn't aware needed healing, but there you have it life and its unexpected treasures.
So I've spent time with Laura, we've healed and shared for what that moment required and I'm sure there will be more to come in the sharing department, esp the getting to know each other department. Now it's time to meet Leya! Breathe Lexy Breathe!
We took to each other so naturally. As I held her I knew that I could now give my whole heart to the man in my life. A little baby did the most profound healing possible for me, something that no grown up could have done, something that I couldn't have done on my own. I knew in seconds that I was ready, ready for another life, another partner and a family of my own. The wonder of holding such innocence and all knowing at the same time was soul soothing, peace settled over my spirit like a blanket of hope, joy and fullfilment all in a precious moment. It was the balm that was my soul was waiting for.
I held her for what felt like a lifetime and it was only about an hour. Hey how could we not have bonded when she chose me to throw up with and on, what more could I have asked for......
Thank you Kyle and Laura for giving me the experince, for added more feathers to my wings, I am now completely ready for what the universe has so kindly placed in my life, Jason!
More to follow my pepsicles, until then I say grab all those moments that you fear as nothing but magic comes out of them.
