Thursday, June 29, 2006

Poi & Roof Terrace Paparazzi.......




Intriguing right!!!!!

Well that Saturday was definately fun, lets put it that way.

The afternoon was full of the smells of braai wafting through the air, tantilizing the taste buds. While we were being teased with what was to come, Poi's where taken out and discovered for the first time for some and rediscovered for others. What a laugh, these balls on a line where flung around and around up in the air and sometimes landed near vital antomy parts of those who where to trying to master the practise of the Poi!

The afternoon soon waned into the evening and yet another party to go to. Londonite life style is a demanding one, it's hard but somebody has to be wanted in so many places.
The next destination was Jimmie and Niks roof terrace and many a great evening has been had there so far, and many more to come I imagine, as the weather slow convinces itself that it is actaully summer, therefore the sun should make an apperance.
We had our very own rock stars in the house, Kyle and Nik from the famous PROTOSOUL www.protosoul.com and as always they never disappoint with entertainment value. Kyle found himseld rapped up on the couch with 4 women and fairy lights, and the paparazzi going mad. Something they are going to have to fathom in the near and present future, it's was a good warm up for them. We do what we can boys....!!!!!!

Our very own 'Her Ladyship' was there to join in and spice things up, as well as our very own famous Actress Miss Jessica Rabbit as some like to call her, but we just call her our Ka Ka! All the peps where out in full force, the wine and the punch was flowing (dangerous that stuff was, a brown colour is never going to be good). The early hours of the morning where meet and a frolicking time was had by all.

We can never forget our own tigers/lions that graced us with their presence!


There is nothing better then the friends in my life. I'm rich beyond belief and i raise my ciggarette to you all and say with a twinkle in my eye here's to the summer of 2006, where dreams are going to be made and manifest and lives will be ultered.

The Legend.........















Now who would have thought that this rock chick would have ventured to a pop concert!

Well let me tell you that it wasn't just any pop concert, it was Sir Elton John. A marvelous pianist, with soulful lyrics (well most of the time) and songs that we all know to open our lungs and sing as loud as one can........... My neighbors at the concert might not have appreciated that so much, but who cares when it's rock and roll, well pop but you know what I mean.

The day started out early, many things to do in this busy londonite life style that soooo many of us lead. Then it was jump in the car and hot tail it round to Oreo's (Andi Smandi) place, as I was running late, yes I hear the collective surprise surprise! As we are cruising at some illegal speed down the motorway (highway for those who aren't english) listening to a wonderful collection of music, we are already warming up for singing our lungs out at the concert. We're dancing, singing and laughing at our own ability to be complete drama eccentric queens. Just the recipe you want for a great road trip. We're both so excited to be going hospitality to this gig (yes dad you got it right, you trend setter you)! HOSPITALITY I hear you wonder, Andi and I, what.....!
Yes can you believe that they would let us in to something like that, well believe it baby. Hey we did dress the part in our defense, but of course kept our flat ragged comfy shoes in our bags just in case, you can never be too prepared. You never know when scruff ball dress is needed!















So we get there and find that my dad and calculated wrong with the tickets, we are one short. So my cunning father ends up not having a ticket but getting in all the same, with a trick of get all the group together (14 of us) pile the lads at the gate with the 13 tickets we have and just walk. What a brilliant scheme and one quality I would like to say I inherited from him, sneaky devil..........!
However that also means that there is a dilemma when it comes to the hospitality, however how could I doubt my father after he just so gracefully sneaked his way in. So going on that theme he did the same thing with as we walked up to the hospitality tent. However at the table we still have to many people, so Andi and I decide to let the 'grown ups' have the luxury and us join the rest of the plebs with ice cream and sodas outside in the sun. We found our seats, very close to the stage, great view and people watched for hours. Nothing better in my book and oh the people there, I think people in sussex don't have an idea of style, but they all were enjoying themselves and made an effort so lets not get snobbie.

The support act came on 'The Stories', a welsh band, now lets not hold that against them. Sounding pretty great, with 5 in the band and 3 of them could sing and I mean sing. A great warm up to what was to come.

Elton come on late, as I suspect he was watching the end of the football match, England where playing someone. If you know me you know I pay no mind to that game, but we won, so my pariotism does come out to play. The first half was chilled. Everybody sat in their seats and appreciated the music marvel that is Elton John. All the songs were extended with muscial interludes, well maybe that's the wrong word, but musical extensions. What a truely accomlpished muscian he is and all of his band!




The second half saw the bouncy tunes come out. Everybody was out of their seats, bums moving, arms waving, singing voices loud, but not in tune, but who cares at that point. The crowd was electric, Elton was electric and the vibe was coursing through the veins sparking a euphoric atmosphere.



A great day was had by all, especially Jimmie and Michele (friends of my folks), who enjoyed themselves just a little bit too much, so much that they can't remember past the lunch. It was a entertaining experince, one that could take yours captivated eyes off Elton, to them falling over each other, bumping into people, falling on the floor, so you can imagine the value of entertainment went up a notch. Andi I decide to head out at the end and walk back to my folks place, it was a warm evening and it was nice to idle along. Trouble is the parents stayed for more drinks and even managed to get back in a taxi just before we did, but hey it was a lovely evening walk. We righted the worlds wrongs and set the everything in motion once again!
















The moral of the story is branch out with your music taste, take a chance and you never know you might just have a good time.

Friday, June 23, 2006

Two Souls Intertwined


What a beautiful cathartic evening!
Two old souls meet once again, but this time on a different plane, a different level. The setting was a wonderfully charming Thai restaurant, with low lighting, amazing intrinsic decor and a relaxed atmosphere.. Deep dark colours where splashed all over by a decandent Moroccan theme, with the occasionally passionate red emulating from the large cushions.
The waitor was quite but attentive, extremely respectful and humble is every movement he made, inclining his head at every request.

Unconsiously these two souls choose the same main course, not that much of a surprise, as they enjoy many of the same tastes, sounds and experiences. It was a healing night in so many ways. Closing of those doors that can be left open swinging back and forth. The path is about acceptance, healing, personal groweth and change which has been taken on with such wisdom and maturity. Clarity comes in many different shapes and forms, sometimes it is there as bright as a clear summers day, and other times it eludes like a fog settling on a cold winters morning.

What are these two souls to do, together but not together, rapped around each other but distant. The only thing that comes to me, is live for now, there is no future but the one we're in right at this second. There is no time but the time we place on ourselves. Who knows where any path is going in lead. All you can do is keep that head up, that peripheal vision intact, feet moving and heart and spirit open. There are always bumps, turns, other paths and most of all the unknown infront of you. Allow yourself to feel, allow that to be your strength, because there is no strength in hiding in the shadow of perceived weakness, that is fear taken hold and morphing it's self around you.



They have meet in many lives before, and the bond will never be lessened, just changed. The times shared will always be treasured and remembered with a thank you for the adventure. However they must leave each other for a while to find other realms to play in, but they will be back, back together again in a newly formed realm whatever that maybe. Certain things are destined and with these two souls it was fate that they have graced each others lives. So I bow to the universe and utter my thanks and praise for knowing them better then they know themselves and embrace the present for whatever it may hold. Because everything is light and the glow lifts us like the winds lifting the eagle to soar . From high above in the sky the view is breathtaking and clear for the eyes to see.

So once again I raise my cigarette to you my soulmate, and say you will run free on the planes, and soon I will again join you to hunt and find adventure, with the wind blowing through our fur and the ground pounding under our paws.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

As Within So Without, As Above So Below

It’s all about self-searching and realisation!
Once you have found yourself then the rest of your world falls directly into place. The difficult part is keeping everything in place. That is the challenge. Situations and relationships shape shift, take on different forms as the years roll by. Some choose to become blind to the continuous movement of the world that takes form around them. They muddle along through what they can see as real, through their shades of denial and their own self-involvement. There is much more to life then what can be seen and touched, it’s what can be felt that gives life its depth and meaning.
Emotional deception and refutation is what scares this world of ours and us. We live life by regret and what ifs, buts and maybes. We find it hard to forgive our past and ourselves for the actions that have been placed on us and the actions we place on others, including ourselves. So many doors are left opened swinging back and forth, but never closing. Emotions get placed at the back, in a box and left to build up and fester, causing ill health and the inability to move on past the concept of pain. Life is pain and pleasure, without the latter there can’t be appreciation of what joys can become in this world. Measurement is a natural remedy of the human being. Past memories dictate our future. If you can’t forgive the past and treasure the lessons then the future is already mapped out for you. The circle is never broken and life takes on a form of repetition. Therefore lacking substance and change-ability. Change-ability is what keeps life inspiring, interesting and the creativity that everybody posses, in whatever field of the imagination, rolling and expanding.

Beauty beholds us around ever corner and in ever situation that comes our way. In ever little bit of peace and disorder you can find light and the romantic caressing of life. Caressing of the soul and the spirit is what eludes us everyday. It’s something that should be surrendered to instead of fought against. Being alive is dangerous!!!
Allowing our emotions to come to surface is dangerous, but allowing that to happen we learn how to deal with them and then they become less erratic as we learn how to properly express and hold them true in our lives.

Change Is Gauranteed


Beyond the realms of consciousness
There is peace
To fly with the winds
To soar with freedom on your wings
It’s the haven of the soul

Sublime tranquillity cursing through veins of old
Creating a sensation of fresh revival
The blood surging over the walls
Walls that have enslaved
Freedom is on the wings

Wings that now can spread to the edge of each horizon
Beyond that which is reality
Forming a circle of the world that is yours
Yours to govern
Yours to live
Yours to command
Freedom brings the joy of a free spirit
No limitation to endure
Only fathom and displace

The past is the now the past
A distant memory
A lesson learnt
No more shying in the shadows
Demons have no darkness to lurk in
No hate to feed off
Angels now dwell in the realms of this heart
Protected by the light of a new era
Time to see not to hide
Open the gates of this sanctuary
The key is now
Nobody can bring me down Cause all I see is the heights

Introducing 'Her Ladyship'



To the board:

We have to scibe a new nickname into the records, 'Her ladyship Miss Jen Smit THS', however she is willing to be kind and just, and allow us to address her as 'Her Ladyship'..................

How kind and gracious she is!

THS: This is for you to work out

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

A Night of Tongue Twisters & Friends

The Consentration is mesmorising



A tantilising, side tickerling, smile broadening night was had by all......well except for Kempster whos recent antics and travel had exhausted him into utter quietness!

Our usual Thrusday shinanigans was moved to Wednesday for a bit of a shake up. Those Thursday nights have been known for there policy that anything goes, and I mean anything...! That just means that we become louder, more daring and the lude comments fly back and forth like a Mig fighter plane, oh and who can forget the games.
So in the mood of change and keeping things from becoming stale with the normal mundane routine, a change of day was suggested and taken up, but the venue remained the same. Maybe we'll live life on the edge next time and move away from the local bar of choice and really spice things up.
As we sat at the table the drinks where flowing the conversation was segregated to smaller groups, our Jimmilicious throw in a fabulous curve ball to heighten the experience. What else could you expect but a drinking game, involving remembering a sucession of silly made up sentances to tongue tie everybody. A challenge on a normal night, let alone one where the devilish pleasurable substance of alcohol is being consumed.
We managed to go from 1 to 9, didn't quite reach 10, but forgive us. So the first sentance is made and goes round the group, then the second one is added and so on. So here it is from 1-9 and please feel free to try this one at home, but it's better to do it in a pub while irritating your neigbours, who are trying to have a civil Wednesday night drink. What did I tell you living on the edge.
One Fat Hen
Couple of Ducks
Three Brown Bears
Four Running Hares
Five Furry Foxes Fighting Fireflies
Six Silly Soliders Sipping Sour Soda
Seven Simple Simpletons Sillily Sitting Sorting Socks
Eighty Eight Evil Elephants Eating Every Easter Egg
Nineteen Ninty Nine is Neither Now Nor Never Never No

SHINANIGANS indeed!!!!
The applause was roaring, the fuck ups were many and the times were great. These are the times of our lives, and what better people to share it with but my dearest friends that I hold in such high regard, Andi Smandi (my little oreo), Jouls, Leampy, Kempster, Nikolia, Jen, Jessie Ka Ka Ka (don't beat me to gently) and Jimmilicious. I'm going to have to come up with nicknames for Jen and Jouls very soon!
So I raise my glass, or my ciggerette (sorry no 20% taken off) to friendships old and new, to making memories that I will record and photos to blackmail..........!

A few people are missing but you get the idea!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Whoever thought........


.......I would do something like this. But change is on the horizon for me. Actually let me right that wrong, change is what my life is. So for all of those that where there when my body recoiled and the words 'I could never share my life over the web' were uttered, we'll share a few glasses of Prosseco and Red Bull while the ragging takes place. Then I'll choose to validate and splash deep and inner life altering previously composed poetry over the whole thing, and smile sweetly so you forget that those words ever sprung forth from these lips.

We shall see how long this journey lasts, anybody care to take bets on it. Nik I expect a comment!!!!

But for now lets ride this wave of inspiration (thanks Jen) and embrace the changing winds of life like a lone leaf cascading and swirling.